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I am running away from reality, as fast as i could.
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.
Dreams and heroes Wednesday, September 5, 2012

It's a dream of numbing vertigo, fireballs and snowflakes. The sounds are startling and the vision is clear. There is an eerie keening of the wind, the swirling blizzard that's bringing an entire city to its knees. The city is in its ruins and he looks at it from afar - his cowl on fire and his black Kevlar breast pad glistening under scantily covered snowflake sparkling like diamonds.

He can feel every molecule beneath the skin covered in spandex - they are in a hurry and they are vibrating. His muscles reflect on the task at hand and his brain registers the posed challenge. How does one get out of a city under attack from both natural and man made elements? The ledge on which he stood shook gently at first and then its vibration resonated in his bone. They sung a ballad of failed soldier as the ground beneath him collapsed.

He urged his muscles to break the pattern. He begged his mind to take a leap of faith. His heart conceded first.

Just before the complete collapse of the building, he found out that he could fly.

His suit dried in the wind and the cowl followed him like a reverend lover after the wind successfully put of the fire. He flew as if it was the epiphany he was always waiting for. He flew as if he had finally found the purpose in his life.

He flew like he always did in his dreams.

Several days later when the rescue crew cleared the rubble, they pulled a man with half torn cowl and a faded Kevlar.

They mourned at the death of a hero.

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Being busy and being a hero... Tuesday, September 30, 2008

OK. The last few posts have been really depressing. I really like to write about something nice and funny and cute, but irrespective of the way each blog seems to begin, it somehow warps itself in cynicism and ends with a dose of depressing reality. And I happen to like them that way.
I have come to believe that there is no such thing called "I am busy". There are only priorities. If I want to do something, all I have to do is to make it a high priority item and irrespective of my work load, I will end up doing it. I have been meaning to post this for last four days. Things are pretty hectic to even login to messenger and it somehow slips my mind.
Here is an interesting thought. I was watching this show, a crime drama, where in a guy commits a true act of bravery. While everyone around him praises him for being a hero, his boss is not at all amused. He says that a man becomes a hero when he realizes that the job can be only done by the man himself and not by anyone else and that shows how much the man trusts his team. Of course, in comic world or in cinemas, definition of a hero is something very romantic and very emotion stirring - in a good way. I had always liked those definitions and I believed in them. I believe that heroes are made and not born. I believe that heroes are ordinary men doing extraordinary things in certain situations. But now, I am not so sure. Most of these definitions hold good for superheros. But for an ordinary man to become a hero, there have to be so many failures around him (both people and the system) that one act of bravery (sticking to the morals, for example) makes that man a hero. This leaves me with lots of confusion and questioning my own beliefs about heroes and bravery.

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