I was in a posh boarding school in my dream last night. I have never been to boarding school or never stayed in a hostel while studying either. It was something new for me. But the thing is that I had my own room and own bathroom is kind of put off. Because I don't think thats the case in reality. So after 11 hours of sleep (thats so 1900's style) I feel tired of sleeping so late. I mean really, I just managed to spend half a day sleeping, 2 hours of hang over, 2 hours of reading news paper and watching TV and now I feel the day is almost over. Boo Hoo.
I love Oranges. Have I mentioned before? In last one week I must have polished off about 3 dozen of them. My mom thinks I will start growing oranges from my ear or something if I don't stop eating so much. I just gave her my most winning smile and shrugged it off.
I am using my brother's laptop today. The keyboard is so different, I have to stop from my typing and checkout where the keys actually are. Its tiring.
I had come up with this really smart and sassy theory about why people want to avoid some people. It was just an attempt to figure out why I avoid some people. The thing is, while I was reasoning out my behavior, I realized how silly and pathetic I sounded. So I have one more item now in my new year resolution list - Not to avoid those people. At least not without a proper reason to do so!
Oh and by the way, I was totally a different character while I was in that dream boarding school. It was quite entertaining to watch a totally different me!
I keep wondering if anything like "Happily ever after" exist? Because, everyone around me thinks that after one gets married, its technically an ending of sorts and they lived happily. Its kind of weird taking into the fact that one would not even lived half of their life when they get married and suddenly once they are married, their rest of their lives is kind of blur to everyone else. Somehow it doesn't make much sense. Nothing ever made sense to me anyways, so its really not a very big deal.
After almost 5 months am back connecting my laptop to internet and using it for browing. Am very proud of my laptop and the thrill that I get when I use it is totally awesome.
Am parallelly browsing through Susan Miller's site. She is into astrology and things like that. Pretty sharp lady. Somehow I want to believe. I wonder why everyone wants to know their future when most of it depends on actions of the past anyways. I am not sure if am being rational or insane. Maybe both? Maybe.
I was asked this question - "What makes you happy?"
My answer to this was silence for two minutes and then "I don't know."
The person who asked me this question looked at me as though I have two horns on my head or something.
Am still trying to get an answer. Its been 8 days since the question was raised.
Dreamless sleeps are boring. B-O-R-I-N-G. Really, for the last 4-5 months I have had some amazing chill-down-the-spine horror shows and now everything is just black. Sleeping has become such a waste of time and a damn boring activity. Then again I slept for nearly 10 hours. Half my day is wasted already.
I like debugging someones code. If the program is in Java that is. Still, it feels like a challenge and by the way the code has been written, it feels like am knowing the person. I was actually looking at some code yesterday and half my deductions about the author (whom I don't personally know) were true. It was a very clean code written very patiently keeping lots of things in mind. Because there were some places where there were clutters and felt that the person was in a hurry. It turns out that he was flying to Switzerland and thus there were some dirty coding.
Nice discovery.
Today is officially the last working day of this year so whoopie!!! Not that it matters much anyway. :-) I got an SMS yesterday which says that next year we are going to have maximum holidays. And no national holidays fall on a weekend. And thats a relief seriously.
Planning to buy works of Kafka. He has a weird way of writing.
Well, here is a theory. Analysis of the books (call it dissection if you want) are done on all kinds of weird books and one fine day it becomes a critical acclaim. If someone wants to get famous then all you got to do is write something that no one is going to understand or you have a panel of critics reading it so that they can put a ban on it. Then its going to be famous. How do you think Salman Rushdie is surviving?
Geez...It's been close to 6 days since I have posted anything. Things are pretty peaceful these days. (Technically for the last 6 days). I would guess it's because of the dreamless sleep am getting. Actually am on medication for a severe throat infection (to an extent that I wasn't able to speak for a couple of days). So the medication helped me to sleep too without realizing the pain during the night. So, there is the reason :-)
I am not much of a sunshine person but really am dying to see some amount of sun out. Its been so gloomy for the past couple of days that now it's close to depressing. I happen to meet this guy over this weekend who has absolutely no hobbies or doesn't do anything in his spare time. I mean after work he sleeps. The only thing he does apart from sleeping is driving his family around whenever they want to go out! I didn't know there were people like this exist. I couldn't take that conversation any further. Its not that being like that is wrong or something but it surely is damn weird. The guy rejected me saying that am too smart for him! I was never so pleased being rejected. Saved me a lot from embarrassment.
Over this weekend I realized that I am obsessed over dreams and such stuff and maybe I should really see a psychiatrist sometime :-) I wonder if I undergo hypnosis what I would spill. Sometimes we wouldn't really know whats there deep in our minds until a circumstance truly arises. And frankly, am in no mood to wait for some dumb circumstance to arrive. Not a bad idea huh?
It really ticks me off when someone uses SMS language in a mails or blogs or in blog comments. Its so annoying!!! I mean really, there is a limit to laziness and please don't take it out by writing 'd' in place of 'the' or writing 'sum' in place of 'some'. Really, how much time are you going to save by writing crap anyway?