I am running away from reality, as fast as i could.
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.
Of Imaginary and invisible images...
Sunday, March 14, 2010
I am disappointed for losing my ease in writing/blogging here the way I used to before. Its surprising that everything that came to my head in past few months was also evaporated with time since I never really bothered to jot down what I was thinking all about. The ideas, the thoughts, the idiosyncracies that come and go are permanently lost if they are not recorded somewhere. The importance of it is never the criteria for making a permanent account out of it. Its more of acknowleding what I think. The charm of act of writing is lost if I start expecting every entry to be some sort of a master piece. This blog was never about that. Its the normal mundane - "I did this" and "I think this" and "This is this way because of that." blog which is of zero importance to the rest of the world. Wasn't that the whole point? A Gemran friend had once asked me when we met up for coffee after work - What does blogger achieve by giving out free space for people? Of course the standard answer which everyone knows and believes is that communication, advertising, business etc. Her answer was quite strange. "Data collection." Her paranoia was contagious that evening. We thought about all probable ways of utilizing the data that is present on the net and how, if one wishes to, can use it for his or her benifit. It was a weird evening. Anyway, shedding off the imaginary and invisible image took some amount of stress and a great deal of tension. In the end, writing here always relaxes me.