I am running away from reality, as fast as i could.
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.
Slave to redundancy...
Saturday, August 22, 2009
I know basics of astrology but do not necessarily believe in it. But I do have subscriptions to couple of daily astrology and numerlogy predictions. Its not that I read them everyday or wait for that, but for past three years its become a sort of habit to see two emails early in the morning. When I felt like it, I read them but mostly ignored it. Last Sunday, I didn't receive the customary "Daily Foreacast for xyz" email. I get this email every day between 11:05 PM to 11:10 PM and I felt really weird when I didn't find this email in my inbox. This was the first time they had slipped. I logged into their site (I had forgotten their password so had to wait a while to receive new password.) and checked that horoscope for the next day was already posted. Now that was weird. So I emailed them asking why I didn't receive my forecast. Once I sent the email, I wondered why I was being to fidgety about some stupid email that most people would consider it as spam. Answer is quite simple. I hate to break the redundancy. I am kind of a slave to the redundant things that goes on around me and when things start becoming spontaneous, it becomes very hard for me to cope with the change. It's not that I like things to be boring; I just don't want to stop a normalcy just because. It's kind of creepy that I want things to be the way I want them to be. Sounds a little obsessive compulsive. But oh well...