I am running away from reality, as fast as i could.
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.
Take a hike!!!
Friday, June 26, 2009
I feel an incessant need for talking when I don't want to hear my mind. Not liking the thoughts of one's own mind is quite depressing innit? More depressing is this kind of a "need" arises at late in the night when one half of the world is sleeping and the other is hard at work. If there are people who aren't sleeping or who are jobless, then they generally not in the mood to talk. No, I don't blame them. Its just that I seem to have a rotten luck with the timing.
And that's how the world has turned and left me here. Four years ago, I read in a friend's blog that he blogged frequently because it felt easier to write than to make a person understand the complexity of the mind's mentations or the paradox of feeling of lacking something integral with in self and not be able to communicate that to another human being. I wrote a comment asking him to take a hike. It had not bothered him one bit that I was the only person perhaps, who read his blog as frequently as he blogged, which was everyday. He said that he will take that hike the day when I feel the same. I called him thirty minutes ago but unfortunately he was busy in a meeting. I am simply being whimsical, I suppose. A few horror movies, studying for certification, black coffee, industrial rock music, Criminal Minds and few days of migraine will make all better. Tomorrow is going to be extremely entertaining!