I have spent last evening wallowing in unconditional sympathy, delicious misery and deep melancholy. Melancholic about a line of poetry, pity and misery for the dark protagonist in the graphic novel -
Sandman of course. Well, its not exactly poetry, but lyrics of a song;but it has poetry written all over it.
And I was in love with things I tried to make you believe I was And I wouldn't be the one to kneel before the dreams I wanted And all the dark and all the lies were all the empty things disguised as meWhat caught my eyes was the last line of the song. This song was actually referred in some fan fiction I was reading last week. The lines were so alluring that I had to get that song. I spent about 2 hours to find the song, the singer and finally a video of it in Youtube. I loved the song would be a total understatement. The song is Sympathy by Goo Goo Dolls, by the way.
The mood is still melancholic. Still, there is a spark which seem to break through the iciness of the sub conscious. I am not sure what it is. But then again, patience has never been my virtue.